Friday, September 1, 2006

because of u

I will not make the same mistakes that you didI will not let myself cause my heart so much miseryI will not break the way you didYou fell so hardI've learned the hard way, to never let it get that farBecause of youI never stray too far from the sidewalkBecause of youI learned to play on the safe sideSo I don't get hurtBecause of youI find it hard to trustNot only me, but everyone around meBecause of youI am afraidI lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cryBecause I know that's weakness in your eyesI'm forced to fake, a smile, a laughEvery day of my lifeMy heart can't possibly breakWhen it wasn't even whole to start withBecause of youI never stray too far from the sidewalkBecause of youI learned to play on the safe sideSo I don't get hurtBecause of youI find it hard to trustNot only me, but everyone around meBecause of youI am afraidI watched you dieI heard you cryEvery night in your sleepI was so youngYou should have known better than to lean on meYou never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your painAnd now I cryIn the middle of the nightFor the same damn thingBecause of youI never stray too far from the sidewalkBecause of youI learned to play on the safe sideSo I don't get hurtBecause of youI tried my hardest just to forget everythingBecause of youI don't know how to let anyone else inBecause of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's emptyBecause of youI am afraidBecause of youBecause of youby KellyClarksoni like this song.. like the meaning~~ :)

Friday~~

hm~~ my friday.. or should i say Thank God it's Friday?? it's nice if it's next friday~~ coz tomorrow i hv exam again~~ but luckily is muh last paper~~ keke~ MANAGEMENT!!just studied afew chapter.. read thru only... but tonite hafta memorize everything n sleep with notes again.. how i wish to swallow all my notes n save my time to memorize all those terms~~hm~~ lemme create a conversation between........myself~~keke~~A : Angel M : My Mind D : Devil-----------------------------A: Gal~ study hard yah~~ i'll help u to Save all the words tht u read...M: okie~~ thanks for ur help!!*smlies to angel**suddenly Devil appears*D: wooii~~ dun waste my storage okay?? leave some place for me to save other things la~~A: wat u wanna save now?? tml it's ur exam~~ u MUST save everything in ur mind.. is juz a few chapter.. just delete previous notes like chap 1 - 7, okay??D: tht's alot also u know?? 9 chapters lar!!!A: take it easy.. 9 chapters only marr~~D: let's play PS2 ok?? True Crime~~ keke~~ nice game~~*look at Angel*M: yea yea... nice game~~ but....*stares at Devil* arrgghhh!! tml exam larr... muz study!!!!!A: yea!!! must study~~ dun hear wat devil says ok?? she's EVIL!!!D: nah~~ i'm not~~~!! i juz wan to relax!!M: but i juz studied for a while only wor??A: alrite sheryl, go study~~ it's MANAGEMENT~~ u hv to learn to manage urself now... altho it's abit too late.. then u can play any games after tml~~D: stupid~ u study now also wont score an A la... ur coursework also ngam ngam only ma... juz study abit then play n watch tv yah??M: *agree with Devil* ya hor~~ juz read thru once more lar... enuf gua~~*fire burning on Angel*A: *shouted* hey u stupid Devil!!! juz go n study now n stop wasting time here!! DID U HEAR THT??!!M & D: ok ok!!! *grab muh notes n text book**continue study*A: eh!! not juz read!! MUST memorize!!!!M & D: OK!!! i got it~~M: *wondering* y Angel so fierce geh?? i tot she's very kind 1??D: haha.. now u know~~A: SHADDAP!!!M: YES MADAM!!! SORRY MADAM!!-------------------yah~~ hafta continue study now....hope u enjoy readin it~~ keke~~this is muh first time~~will improve~~

hmm.. Personality Test~

Got this from email... kinda interesting~ enjoy!!!Take a piece of paper and write down the answers.. Theanalysis is in the end....Situation:You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on yousaw an old hut standing there(1) What is the status of the door?(Opened/closed)You enter the hut and see a table...(2) What is the shape of the table?(Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)On top of the table there is a vase... in the vasethere is water.(3) How much water is it filled up with?(Full/Half/Empty)(4) and what is the vase made of?[(Glass/porcelain/clay)(metal/plastic/wood)]You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walkin the forest... you see a waterfall from far...there is water running down...(5) What is the speed of the water?(Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)Some time after the waterfall... you step on somethinghard on the ground... as you look down... you seeglistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick itup... it is a keychain chained with keys...(6) How many key /keys you see hanging on thekeychain?(Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.(7) What is the condition of the castle?(Old/new)You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky waterwith shining jewels floating on it...(8) Will you pick up the jewel?(YES/NO)Next to the murky pool... there's another pool... withclear water and money floating on it...(9) Will you pick the money?(YES/NO)Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside theexit, there is big garden, you see a box on theground.(10) What is the size of the box?(small/medium/big)(11) What is the material of the box?(cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)There is a bridge in the garden some distance awayfrom the box,(12) What is the bridge made of?(metal/wooden/rattan)Across the bridge, there is a horse.(13) What is the colour of the horse?(white/grey/brown/black)(14) What is the horse doing?(still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distancefrom the horse. You have 3 options:(i) run and hide in the box?(ii) run and hide under the bridge?(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I've chosen those Highlighted 1...Here are the interpretations:(1) The door:opened door - you are a person who is willing to shareclosed door - you are a person who is keeping thingsto yourself(2) The table:Round/oval - any friends that came along, you willaccept and trust them completelySquare/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy onfriends and only hangout with those whom you think areon the same frequencyTriangle - you are really very very picky aboutfriends and there are not many friends in your life(3) Water in vase:Empty - your life is not fulfilled (=.=")Half filled - what you want in your life is halffullfilledFull - your life is completely fulfilled and good foryou! :)(4) Material of vase:glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life andtends to be fragile metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life(5) Flow of waterfall:0 - no sex drive at all1 to 4 - low sex drive5 - average sex drive6 to 9 - high sex drive (OMG!! wuaahaha!!!)10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can't livewithout sex...(6) Keys:1 - you have one good friend in your life2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life (truee~~)6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends(7) Castle:Old - shows that your last relationship is not a goodone and is not memorable to you.New - your last relationship is good and it's stillfresh in your heart. (yup..)(8) The jewel from the murky pool water:YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirtaround with others.NO - when your partner is around, you will stickaround with him/her most of the time.(9) The money from the clear water pool:YES - even when your partner is not around you, youwill still flirt around with others.NO - even when your partner is not around, you willstill think of her and and will be loyal to her, notflirting around with others.(10) The size of the box:small - low egomedium - average egobig - high ego(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) - humblepersonalitymetal - proud and stuck up personality(12) The material of the bridge:metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friendswooden bridge - average bond with your friendsrattan bridge - you are not in good terms with yourfriends(13) Colour of the horse:white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.grey/brown - your partner is only average in yourheart.black - your partner doesn't seem to be good in yourheart and appears to be bad sign.(14) Horse action:still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is avery homely and humble person.running about - your partner is a wild type person.This the last but most important part of the test.From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...What are you going do? There are only 3 options:(i) run and hide in the box?(ii) run and hide under the bridge?(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?What will you choose?Now, the above is signified by these things:tornado - problems in your lifebox - youbridge - your friendshorse - your partner(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problemsto yourself whenever you are met with problems.(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to yourfriends whenever you met problems.(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek yourpartner whenever your partner whenever you are metwith problems.